[Coldsaturn]

Do not feel embarrassed at all! Little compares to that feeling when you get fully sucked in into a new fandom. And it's not something you can predict or even cause deliberately, so it's even more magical when your brain decide to fixate on something. And when that something is also full of question marks and theories on top of very pretty to look at, it gets even more engaging.

By the way, there are more main theme songs that are very relevant to the world building and the LIs, but unless you've already seen them, I'd wait for you to finish the main story before sharing them, because they all came out once the fandom at that time had finished Under Deepspace and had at least watched the two myths for each LI.