07-17-2025, 06:00 AM
i feel bad for going so slowly sometimes, but i will be fair to myself - when i feel things (and these storylines have made me FEEL THINGS) i don't want to rush past it in some sort of manufactured hurry to get to some arbitrary finish line. you haven't complained so i've tried not to feel like maybe i should speed up.
it's not going anywhere. its a complicated story and i like to cogitate on things. i like that feeling of "woah, wait. that thing is like that other thing, that is SO COOL" and then i post in a flurry and you feed me a carrot and say "so close but you forgot..." and then i can hunker over the pieces again. the back and forth discoveries of things has been so much fun.
...and also being an adult with a job is annoying and sometimes i lose a couple of days to boring things that have nothing to do with reincarnation angst.
i can and have had the game up in the background just so my headphones will play the cafe music at me while I'm doing something else. i have no idea how anybody could focus on just one boyfriend when there's a really fascinating WORLD in there to immerse into.
it's not going anywhere. its a complicated story and i like to cogitate on things. i like that feeling of "woah, wait. that thing is like that other thing, that is SO COOL" and then i post in a flurry and you feed me a carrot and say "so close but you forgot..." and then i can hunker over the pieces again. the back and forth discoveries of things has been so much fun.
...and also being an adult with a job is annoying and sometimes i lose a couple of days to boring things that have nothing to do with reincarnation angst.
i can and have had the game up in the background just so my headphones will play the cafe music at me while I'm doing something else. i have no idea how anybody could focus on just one boyfriend when there's a really fascinating WORLD in there to immerse into.
